YunFanGuoQuan.

2010-07-15T15:44:00.000+08:00

Always my baby(:

5 more days to our 3years 5months anniversary, muack.

2010-01-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

Happy 2 years and 11 months anniversary .

Love you, always. (:

Awaiting for 20th Feb 2010, 3 years anniversary. Muack.

2009-11-23T19:13:00.003+08:00

What I got for my 19th Birthday? A wonderful celebration with the accompany of my baby. Thanks baby, I was damn happy that day.

Just randomly blogging. Waiting for my baby boy, he's still so busy.

&3 days ago was our 2 years 9 months anniversary. I love you boy.

See you people, in I-dont-know when. Cos won't be updating, unless once 2 months lol.

2009-09-14T16:26:00.002+08:00

F1 work starts tomorrow! People, for non-emergency cases please do not call me :D Thank you. Except for you-know-who-you-are, fatty!

Not updating. Fatty, check out my little diary book.

2009-09-08T19:00:00.005+08:00

Last and final paper in my 2 year course FINISHED. Like super happy. But the paper was filled with mistakes, lots and lots of mistakes and unrelated questions.

Whatever it is, it's time to relax, enjoy. I'm happy, I'm glad, I'm delighted. It's the end of my ITE stressful and worried life. No more examinations. No more mugging, no more stress-till-ants-crawls-to-top-of-my-head!

But on the other hand..

It's somehow the last day of school today. Thinking back for the past 1 and 1/2 years where our class crapped, laughed, quarrelled, argued, disagreed, and even quite a number of our fellow friends who had left us (quitted school or debarred). We went through really a lot together.

Frankly speaking, since primary school till now, I enjoyed ITE life the most. But I went through a lot during ITE life. It has affected a big part of me. Be it, friendships, relationships, studies. Friends coming and going, coming and then left you again. But no matter what, we were still back friends together. There's no forever best friend, but there IS forever friends (: And during ITE life, many things had affected my boyfriend and me. Companions, male friends, etc, created our quarrels. But it's all the psat. &, studies, this will be the first ever time I have mug really hard for my exams, once and only, in ITE. It's the FIRST time I got excellent results..

ITE really changed my life. I will not forget the excellent friends I have made in school, and will not forget those lecturers who assisted me when I encountered academic problems.

But still, the most important person, my best love ever, J, who encouraged me these years to study, and got myself what I am now today. :D

Thanks to every single one, but most importantly, Love!

Lots of love, to friends, and J.

P/S : I will update this blog sometimes , but personal life will all be in my little diary book. (:

2009-09-07T17:14:00.002+08:00

The most difficult paper in this 2year course, Menu Planning and Costing, down. Left with Sales & Catering which I'm very confident.

Was god damn confident yesterday, but stress stroke me when I was gonna sleep. Super worried. But today's paper turned out fine. I can get great results I guess? Let's see.

Sales & Catering tomorrow, and END (;

2009-09-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

Enjoyed my day with J.

But made a big big mistake..

Wont be blogging here frequently. Even if I do, will be super short.

Bye blog.

2009-09-03T17:58:00.002+08:00

My attachment's night shift uniform for The Courtyard @ Fullerton Hotel

My attachment's DAY shift uniform for The Courtyard @ Fullerton Hotel

Amanda's attachment uniform for In Room Dining (room service) @ Fullerton hotel

We went to Army Open house today! Like super excited at first but it turned out boring , super . But had kind of fun laaaa. The show was the best uh. Took loads of pictures but I think it's kind of a confidential thingy so I won't post it online. Anyone wants to see just tell me ah (:

Then went Fullerton with Amanda to sign contract. Waited for Vivian, like again, hahaha. But it was kind of fast ar, then we went to tried our uniform on, which is the pictures @ the top top top. Like cool ah the uniform.

Btw my attachment will be at The Courtyard @ Fullerton Hotel, yeahyeah(:

Then went homeeee. Blogged, and wanna study now. ACtually don't wanna blog but wanna let my idiot see the picture of the uniform. Wellwell (:

Study time! Adioz.

2009-08-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

I enjoyed my day with my that special boy.

Caught final destination. I still feel like puking now. ARGH, super damn gross. &I enjoyed myself today, very.

Will update tomorrow (:

And yes, to me it's worth the wait too.
I love you

2009-08-28T20:24:00.004+08:00

Look here babe, don't be shy!

And this was really god damn fun.

It was one special day where my class went to the BlueCross something home @ Lakside, where there were old folks, but their minds were under 6 years old.

It somehow sounded scary when the organiser told us about the folks, where he went, "You might be a little afraid if you are first time there, you might smell urine and shits smell, but it's quite normal lah", and where all of us went, "ohmy-_-"

And I admit that, I really fearrrreeeeed.

But but things didn't turn out that nasty. The 'kids' were damn nice and fun okay? But communication is kind of hard because most of the time they were blabbering their words, LOL.

It was good experience lah, and that FR really turned into good samaritans hahaha! (: I guess we made the 'kids' s day and they made our day.

Nice nice experience..

And Final Destination, here I gooooooooo. *tomorrow* (:

Missing you.

2009-08-27T19:56:00.001+08:00

Mr Important-To-Me .

It's really very funny lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, hahahahahaha ! Just makes me wanna laugh (: Shit ass. Go eat ni tu.

2009-08-27T17:25:00.002+08:00

I'm blessed, I suppose so ? (:

Classes nowadays are really slackable. Went to school for this 'suddenly quiz' today, got 49/50 and then mrpaul said, it's our class test result. Subsequently, if we go to school everyday from now till next week, our result will be full marks already :D What kind of logic, haha!

Exam is just in 11 days. Counting down, and I've been studying everyday(: &There's someone so near yet so far, right with me, encouraging me and stuffs. Someone special. Someone waiting..

Eye candy eye candy :D LOL.

And there's that stupid lakeside thingy tomorrow. Lazy luh ):

Blessed with loveeeee!

2009-08-25T18:42:00.002+08:00

Im a god damn bitch man.

I just can't stop thinking about the past. I can't help to keep wanting to control you. Damn , damn it. I feel like spamming vulgarities on myself. Hey fang, who are you to control him ? Damn you lah fang, go and dieee !!

I got my friends back, but I lost you. Whats the point? I'm trying to act like super happy infront of everyone. Hey I'm not . I wanna say, I FEEL SO TERRIBLE , SO MISERABLE! But what to do??

I'm afraid I can't take it .. it's so painful .. so painful..

2009-08-24T19:21:00.002+08:00

Hmm , 1 year is long, super long , but if we're meant to be , we will be (:

Before we get back together, it's time for us to change. For me to start being independent, for you to change your attitude. &It's time for me to study hard. 1 year.. I believe our 1 year will reach very fast. Let's work hard together.

I'll be waiting , for that 1 year to come ..

Love you, all the time.

2009-08-23T12:50:00.002+08:00

thanks sheryl.

And I really lose everyone..

E V E R Y O N E .

But I won't forget you.

2009-08-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

I'm losing everyone , slowly ...

I'm dying off , slowly fading off ..

Happy 2 year 6 months, honey.

2009-08-19T00:44:00.002+08:00

I'm so lazy to blog. I just wanna spend time with J.

Work at NYDC is good, like it. Communication with colleagues improved. My memory of the food items improved. I'm starting to like this job, BUT, soon I'm working for Singapore GrandPrix, then after that going for attachment.

If I have a chance I wanna come back arh.

I dont like school nowadays. Super don't like. I feel like I'm turning into an introvert in class. I don't wanna talk anymore in class. I wanna be alone.. I wanna leave this school fast. I have so much troubles within me. I just feel so ..

I'm lost.

I think I need no friends. I think I can stand alone.

Can I ?

Baby I miss you.

2009-08-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

I'm back with J. I thought it's the end, but we got back together.

It's real this time, it's really scary. But now we're okay, I'm glad, and I'm changing.

Trust me, you'll see a difference.

I love you boy.
Never will you be replaced.

2009-08-12T00:03:00.001+08:00

It's really over.

I want to cherish , but I lose it again .

I feel the pain in my heart , it's really painful .

I'm so lost without you ..

I still love you .

I will always remember , because you're the best I met.

2009-08-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

"Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before.”

Just saw that it's interesting.

2009-08-06T17:46:00.005+08:00

baby i know you gonna steal this picture! :D busted.

my blog has been dead for weeks? wasn't too free nor the interest to update, so i just left my blog suffocating in my laptop.

it has been a busy term; preparing for attachment, doing presentations, preparing for final year event and stuffs. and just few more days (next friday), will be our event. invited mom and bro to dine there. wanted baby to go but he has to book in ): but anyway i'm gonna wear like that, but this is just part of it =D charlie chaplin still has more! =D

baby and i got a new interest ; DOING MASKS!

and he's really a mountain tortoise! (direct translation from chinese)

whatever. i'm really really very tired now. and oh by the way i have a new job, which is at NYDC bugis =D it's really fun uh. low pay but it's worth it. my interest! and next saturday got grandprix fire evacuation training. wow.

i'm waiting for baby to fetch me over to his house for dinner. i'm god damn hungry..!!

hmmmm. i love you argh (:

2009-07-21T19:23:00.002+08:00

I'm like super super tired , down with god damn flu and headache.
Temperature check : 37.4 degrees ; kind of high ain't it.
Don't bother, can't really be bothered, heh.

Anyway school today was damn lame ; went for nothing.
Ended early, and I had to go and interview at **** restaurant.
Went over with Fau and Fionna.
So it's like the 3 'F's. Fang Fionna Fau -_________-
Anyway we went to interview @ the **** restaurant and I GOT THE JOB!
Damn damn super happy la. Can't wait to start.
I need cash!

We wanted to find our final year costumes, so went over Marina Square.
Nana was direction noooob, haha!
I got what I want, I GOT IT. And I love how I'm gonna dress hahaha.

Was damn tired.
Went home. Poor baby's in detail, hehe (:
I miss him like god damn lots. Gonna meet him after his detail.
Muack baby, love you so much.

2009-07-20T19:39:00.002+08:00

Happy 2 years & 5 months ; 29months to baby and me (:

How fast time flies. 2 years plus and still counting.
Friends and baby? Baby of course.
Baby, you are so silly, really very silly.
What reasons will I have to choose friends over you?

Don't ask me why, but I just love being by your side.

Anyway, I've went to sign the F1 contract the other day.
Nuruddin, Eric, Dawei and me are under MrPaul @ the Pit Straight.
So so so excited about working because I can't wait to get the salary.
It's a 'wow' amount lorh!

By the way, people asking me about F1:
Don't have to ask me because you will not be able to work.
They have recruited who they want and I'm in no rights to pull you into the job because It's my first time either!
Try asking others, because this is recommended by lecturer.

And I'm really very very out of job.
Gonna go interview NYDC tomorrow, hopefully I get the job.

&I don't know why, but I just love you more and more.
My baby (:

2009-07-19T22:09:00.001+08:00

Happy 2years & 5 months anniversary on 20th july 2009.
I love you, baby.

2009-07-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

Happy 2years & 5 months anniversary on 20th july 2009.
I love you, baby.

2009-07-16T18:47:00.003+08:00

Woah woah , like missed few days of blogging again.

I have been sleeping at baby's home. Been one week since I' ve not slept home already , hahaha . & Anyway lady luck's shining on me I guess ...

1) Finally we got our A.Y.G pay! Not much but can laaaa . & It's like not exact?!

2) I've been called up by Universal Studios to go for interview next week!

3) Got the Singapore Grand Prix job with 9 of my classmates.

Ahhhh, I'm like lucky or what ? Haha, and tomorrow the few of us working the Singapore Grand Prix is gonna sign a contract with them and which the pay will be like "WOW". Hahaha, alot sial!

I'm so so tired actually. Gonna rest ....

Baby why are you like an ass.

2009-07-14T17:20:00.002+08:00

FYI, guest, Justin is no longer a PR but a Singaporean. Please get it right.

I haven't been sleeping at home these few days becase I'm really used to staying over at Justin's house already. I can fall asleep so easily on his cosy bed(:

Home is havoc this few days, really havoc. Although I'm not home but home is really happening. Bro's getting crazy, he's abnormal man. Totally irritant. I dontknow what is wrong with him, but I really want my sister to be at home man ): At least, I don't like my bro at all. Please please, kill him. Argh.

Anyway , I can't wait to work F1 . Gotta go and sign the contract this coming Friday night.

And baby I love you.

2009-07-11T09:43:00.009+08:00

lazy spells the reason of unfrequent updates.
i slept over at baby's home again last night (like everyday).
and he brought me to drink kambeng soup yesterday!
he was physco-ing me that he shall buy koko-crunch for me instead.
damn boy(:

can you see how delicious it is?

then we went back home and was really tired.

had work the next day, so had to sleep. wake up today,

damn freakingly tired.

dragged my ass to work.

reached there, they told me i need to have my own pants.

DAMN IT, TERRENCE DIDNT TELL ME.

and i disturbed terrence from sleep.

soooo.. i'm not working today anymore.

only tomorrow; cant expect me to go home & come back.

whatever.

that poor ass got duty, poor thing.

and he's sleeping, but disturbed by me, hahaha!

he's such an ass. such a petty guy.

damn you okay baby. hmpf.

kick you far far away hor.

2009-07-10T16:33:00.006+08:00

We went over to Tampines that day . There was a singing competition .

But all we did was playing with his camera, lol.

We're childish man, yet we made ourselves laugh like an ass.

I love you boy.

2009-07-10T11:43:00.001+08:00

Always lazy to blog , hehe.

Anyway after blogging the last post baby came and bring me to his house for dinner. Then he sent me home because got school next day.

Slept over at baby's house on both Wednesday and yesterday night.

School reopen like boring, especially the first week. Always got nothing to do. Lessons like no lessons. Yawns boring boring larh. I wanna sleep already. very tired.

2009-07-07T17:22:00.000+08:00

Headache, fever, no mood.

Wanna sleep . Bye.

2009-07-06T14:08:00.002+08:00

I have been sleeping at baby's home for the whole of last week. It was so damn rare but thanks to the holidays. After I blogged that day on tuesday, he came over and fetch me to his house, haha! (;

I only need baby, so why do I bother if I got no friends? But too bad, passerby, I got friends(: Not much maybe, but I guess more than you?

* * *

Baby brought me to vivocity and bugis during the weekend. We chionged the rain on the bike, lol! &We bought another bolster because baby always steals my bolster when sleeping at night. Hurhur. Now u cant do that anymoreeee! Hhehehe.

Anyway past few weeks working at swissotel was super fun with those people, and I really cant wait for sept grandprix ! woohoo(: Waiting, waiting.

Baby !! Wake up !!

2009-07-02T15:45:00.002+08:00

Haven't been sleeping home these few days. Instead, have been @ baby's home, and going to work/army together. How sweet(: But after school reopens, then I'd only stay over during weekends.

Worked everyday, and tomorrow gotta go Hard Rock Cafe for F1 briefing with the rest after work! (: Cant wait to work for F1 because I'm gonna earn so much. *JUMPS*. Dont anyone back out because I bet it's gonna be so fun.

But anyway i'm tired & waiting for baby to wake up..

And i'm gonna join him to sleep..... yawns..

2009-06-30T19:18:00.009+08:00

thursday --

i finished work and baby fetched me. i accompanied him to the ICA to get his singaporean I/C done! he said there's gonna be a suprised for me ... and the surprise was ...

HE BROUGHT ME TO WATCH TRANSFORMER 2 without telling me! OHMYGOD. hahaha, it was a super nice show la okay. but i dont know why there were some idiots saying the show sucks. whatever, the show ended at 12plus then he fetched me home and we chiong-ed home.

friday --

baby fetched me from work at 12pm, then we went back to his homey! he gave me a surprise cuz he ended early . heheh (: then went back home. i fell asleep uh while he was playing his iphone. didn't went out cuz very very tired.

saturday --

worked morning shift till 12pm, then went home myself because baby's still at camp, so asked him go home to change then meet me. he fetch me over @ my house. then we went over to Tampines! (: wanted to buy a hot pants but i decide to save! save save save!* OKAY BABY?! then time past damn fast lor. we bought chocopop over @ swensens and it was like damn nice can. woohoo(: like slept quite late uh, forever.

sunday --

same thing baby fetched me from work, then back to his home and slack.

yesterday, we went out together from his house and to work. yawns yawns ): it's so nice sleeping over at baby homey with him right next to me , although he always steals my bolster! sigh!* idiot lor.

today was my offday. wanted to stay home and rest, but baby forceddd me to go out and do project! hmph. went suntec, met maisy and celeste, then we did our project all the way there at macdonald. was so lazyyyy can. ): then anson, nana and amanda came and met us for awhile, then went home! (: have been over at baby's home staying since friday till monday.

when when? when sleep baby house again? aww. muack. miss you arh!

okokay, then now talking to baby.

=D tired ah . malas want to blog. bye idiots.

2009-06-27T14:33:00.001+08:00

away from home till tomorrow/monday(: ciaos.

2009-06-24T18:11:00.002+08:00

You make my everyday so beautiful, baby.

Have been working for the Asia Youth Games these 3 weeks. Can't wait for the salary day. Phillipines & Hongkong team has got H1N1, so I havent been seeing this 2 teams recently):

And I can't wait to work for the Grand Prix, which my saving plan gonna start! *Jumps*

&2 days later it will not only be the soccer team but other sports team! Cant wait to meet them. &We girls will be transferred to CafeSwiss. Argh, so many things happening.

Tomorrow baby's gonna become Singaporean! Hahhahaha. I know he can't wait, and this nice girlfriend of his is pestering him to bring me there. So after work I'm gonna acccompany him there.

Now he's sleeping, lazy pig.

I love you, boy.

2009-06-23T21:14:00.002+08:00

I love this boy.. &He loves me so much

People says opposite attracts, how true.

2009-06-22T18:02:00.002+08:00

since i'm waiting for baby to eat and bath, i shall blog(: baby took many pictures of me and ourselves. i shall update one at a time -- one at each post. don't be impatient!

my sweetheart met me at my void deck on friday and we came up together, got myself prepared and back to his house. was so tired because i was working 6am-10am that morning -- slept. we went vivocity at evening. thennnnn we went to eat beef chilli cheeseeee fries. woohoo =D like nice only.

the once-in-a-blue-moon-obedient me, i didnt request baby to go out , so we stayed home and as usual i fell asleep while baby was playint his iphone. i'm really sleepy this few days after starting work @ swissotel. argh ): everyday i'm working morning shift. but it's good, cuz i've got time for my baby .

and yesterday, worked morning, back home, sleep.

today, as usual worked morning. tomorrow got an appointment, so wont be able to work morning and i'm waiting for that always-give-us-last-minute-info-manager to call me and tell me my schedule tomorrow. lala.

most imptly i'm waiting for baby to finish his dinner. slowww argh..

2009-06-21T14:02:00.002+08:00

Happy 2 years 4 months to us (yesterday). I loveyou.

im tired. just end work. i wanna sleep. shall blog later.

and i love you , my sweetest baby.

2009-06-18T17:00:00.002+08:00

AI DONG GUA GUA .
JUSTIN IS AI DONG GUA.
LAN XI GUA , DONG GUA , HA MI GUA , MU GUA.
WHATEVER GUA IS JUSTIN ONG. nyahaha =D

damn. tomorrow work @ swissotel 6am till 10am with zal & fau.
hahak, i 'm gonna lose my way at the staff entrance man.
let's seeeee. afta work go home sleep then wait for bbaby.
yawns. ):
have to wake up like 4plus am tomorrow ohmygod.
okay lar. byeee dong guas.

2009-06-17T16:45:00.001+08:00

sunshine after rain. i'm glad, really.

words can't describe how i feel now. but it takes time.

love you, now and always.

2009-06-17T12:16:00.005+08:00

I am a big big liar ):

i'm sorry b. forgive kkkkkkk?!

2009-06-15T14:45:00.003+08:00

.
Aloha~(: I'm bored seriously. Baby's busy busy busy with his detail (army) and im bored at home. Army sucks man, like truthfully. Baby will you ord now pretty pls? Hahaha, stop it la fang.

Soooo, last friday we had the inter f&b games. Was surprised my Power Ranger team could actually get 1st runner up. Hehe(:

Saturday.. baby and i went suntec at like 9am (because he thought the it show starts at 9!), and happened to know that the pc show starts at 12pm like wth! went to buy my shoe at bugis first den we rode back to suntec, waited for the pcshow to open. signed up baby's iphone, den went to get my earpiece. we actually spent 700$ plus there, so were entitled to 14 lucky draw tickets lol.

baby was like so high, wanting to win the first prize that is $10,000. HAHAHA

baby sent me to cityhall, i met up with the rest and we went to swissotel for the briefing. then baby came and fetch me.

went out at sunday , went cotton on and bought a pants and long sleeve shirt. i damn like it. hahaha(: and baby was playing with his iphone all day long! :D

someone's like so happy uh, and keeps taking my picture hahaha(:

okay. im like tired. tomorrow going out to do my mpc with celeste (: and i miss my baby boy damn lot, muack.

2009-06-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

Hmm ..

actually intended to change my blogskin .. but im so lazy :p - and i got no more photoshop to edit my blogskins, so .. next time perhaps.

went school for mock interview today with mrpaul . but i went so damn early just to do some mpc project stuffs and it really got me damn sleepy. interview went good, and it wasnt much of an interview, but more of a care session. okay,like counselling, what else? paul's favourite. haha(:

poor celeste(: you know i know.

after school , ate, then went home.

okay it wasnt much of a good day today. cant blame anyone, cant blame myself. i mean, i dont wanna push blame y'know, but......... i wanna forget bout it.

day's been bad in these few days. quarrels, everything. freedom? baby .. love is selfish, i am selfish. im sorry. but i try to give u as much freedom as i can.. btw i havent got my answer for my question, so.. tis is posted before you answer me.. so, i wil edit later.

we shall see okay?

2009-06-08T19:31:00.006+08:00

okay i abandoned by blog for quite sometime. was rather busy accompanying baby.

i met baby at friday night and we went over to vivocity
he was damn anxious in getting his iphone aft infos from gerald &others.
and btw baby bought me a watch =p muack.

saturday, darling left me at his home and went camp for awhile.
disturbed me up when he was back, and we went Haw Par Villa.
had nasilemak cooked by his auntie before going out.

hawpar villa was damn fun.
learnt many things. scary (the hell thingy).
pictures speaks everything.

start..

medic mousey? lol!

hell gates.

bridge to hell .

mirror to see your bad-doings.

frozen to death

poool of bloood.

heart kenna dig out.

hot burning copper.

crushed to death.

hill of knifes.

body dissembled

head & arms chopped off.

meng po -- drink soup to forget everything & start anew.

went to cathay/plaza sing.
before that went singapore museum. had quite a few conflicts.
went cathay, watched singapore idol.
to my disappointed it was like just registration!
saw paul twohill though, ntg much cuz it aint the first time im seeing him.

back to babys home and slacked.
went back home on sunday morning cuz baby had duty.
accompanied him on d phone for whole day~ (:

yeapyeap.
tommorrow meet celeste do project! (:
baby i miss you, bitch. hehe.

2009-06-04T23:24:00.002+08:00

Okay im damn tired lor.

Just finish chiong-ing my MPC project menu. Damn damn tired. &Printed out already. Outcome is super satisfying hahaha. Hard work paid off laahh baby.

So long never update. Baby is missing meeee.

He got into accident few days back which was so silly la. I was so damn worried. But luckily small injuries only. Baby pleassse ride safely okay. Pain on your body ache in my heart hor.

&&Today went clarkequay to take pictures of that areaaa. Damn tiring sia. Finished, went home then talk to baby all the way. Daily routine. Then chiong my mpc. Yawn.

Okayyyy la. Tomorrow school is damn early. Wanna sleep. Nitey sweeties. Nitey baby. I love you. I didn't sleep after you because I wanna do finish. Muack. I miss you.

Saturday go HawParVilla with baby!! Hehhehehe.

2009-06-02T20:33:00.002+08:00

I got no time to blog!

Blog later.

2009-05-24T23:20:00.005+08:00

this 2 pictures were taken long time.

Why am I blogging now ? Cuz I was woken up from my sleep with a very painful stomach ache. Ouch ): Very painful ! So now I'm feeling so warm that I can't sleep now.

BTW, since friday I was with my baby, that idiot. Both of us ended early; school for me, camp for him, and we met like real early(: Went his home to slack, then we went out out out(:

Watched NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 @ Cineleisure! Woohoo. I rate it 10/10 okay. Love that show. Must watch alright. Oh ya, when we went to cineleisure there was cisco there lor, so we couldn't illegal park our bike, hahaha. So poor baby had to go all the way to 7-eleven and buy coupons. More than 10 bikes were being summoned man~! zzz.

Finished the movie, went back baby's home and we ate supper and stuffs. Slept late :D Then saturday woke up, went to marina square because we cravedddd for subway. I was so noob when ordering lar -.- damn malu. Stupid baby just laughed all d way.

&Walked ard, back home, then dinner again. As usual, slept late.

Then today, he disturbed my sleep up at 9.50am ! Bloody asshole you idiot baby. Always like that. Then whole day was so damn hot. Stupid weather.

Argh, then finally back home. Now am so tired(: Thanks to my dearest boy la hor. Oh ya you guys don't be shocked because E V E R Y weekend I stay over @ baby's place (:

I was planning if we could get married on 20th feb 2020. which is just nice our 13th year together? Hmm hmm (: Hehe. Now's the 2years3mths. Well well....

Alrighty, time to meet baby the builder in his lala land. Love you huney. Muack.

2009-05-21T18:15:00.002+08:00

Finally got time to blog! I love this monkey baby gave, hehe(: So damn cute. Muack.

BTW, few days didn't blog, I forgot what I did already. Yesterday had work. I thought I work alone, so I told baby that I'm so lonely. Then suddenly I saw teresa, then was like phew, not alone anymore!

Then finished work, rushed home then sleeeeep.

Today's school was like a bore. These few days going school is just a waste of time. Damn. Finished early, went to do survey. Then went home.

Okok I wanna makan. So hungryyyyyy. Love you bb(:

Muackie

2009-05-18T01:11:00.003+08:00

went to lots of places with baby. will upload tomorrow.
tomorrow got sch. dont wanna stay up late. just finished work.
btw all the pics below are taken either @ vivo or kentridgepark (: loveyou huney.

2009-05-14T18:07:00.003+08:00

back home, easily feel sleep and tired recently. ):

sprained my leg today due to standing broad jump(s.b.j) ! damn. today's s&w was simple but fun. did standing broad jump, pull up(guys) and shuttle run. hahaha my shuttle run was like 9.71seconds! =p like super fast? but mr halim kept asking me to do s.b.j till i sprained my bloody leg. just a minor sprain though.

went back class after short break, then few of us went to set up for the ice blended cart. we didn't went around asking for orders because the rest had to have lesson. so our profit was superrrrr little.

sold till about 4.15, started clearing up and went home. super super tired. steve wanted to go eat but uh, lazy la. hhaha(: sorry steve.

sis going back usa ): alah, boring. nvm got boyfie (:

so went home.
now waiting for baby to come.
wanna pass him something to eat :D
muack baby. missyou.

2009-05-13T20:24:00.001+08:00

2009-05-10T12:55:00.002+08:00

now at baby's ouse. i hate his keyboard. so damn difficult to type!

anyway since friday was at baby house already. mommy and sis went thailand! so gotta go back home and do housework for mommy everyday with baby.

went out on saturday to tampines! shopshop~!
yesterday go see my eye consultant. my eye condition improved!

ok baby wan watch anime. i update again okay.
going work later!
muack baby!

2009-05-06T19:11:00.005+08:00

Just taken (:

Nice wednesday. Yesterday was off day! It rained damn heavily this morning. So I got to use the cute & hideous umbrella from baby again :D

MPC was boring like totally but when it got to the nutritional value part it kind of interest me! After lesson went to prepare the sugar syrup with dean & all. &Andre helped to do! (: Then after that went to take orderrrrs. THANKS ALL for buying from me, allowing me to complete my task!

Then finished, went to eat (: Woo, finally. Was damn hungry.

After school, went home. Damn damn someone bastard again what the hell. Damn tired uh now. Just finished doing my job description. Now talking to baby! (: Tired tired, I wanna sleep early.

I love you baby!
Seee you friday okay.
Muackieeee.

2009-05-05T20:44:00.002+08:00

So so so long never blog !

Friday blogged, then went to baby's house to meet his auntie, then went airport together. Then then waited ar, stupid baby never tell me which number he is at, so i had to guess which flight he is taking.

Then baby's plane arrived! Damn happy after seeing him! Ohmygod is super duper happy. Like 20plus days didn't see him! Awww. Then too happy until I couldn't speak a word(: We cabbed back home, then rested. Baby gave me whatever he bought for me! 2 monkeys(it's hung on my sch bag), 1 umbrella (damn cool i tell ya), and also a bracelet i'm wearing(: &many many cup noodles which we've finished by now because i've been spending the night over at his house since his return~

then saturday, intended to go to bugis to get my spectacles done. but the optician told me they couldn't get a degree out of my right eye no matter what. then after they checked they say something's not right.

so they suggested i go bugis junction so that there's an optom (eye specialist), then they say that there's a big patch of dead cells in my pupil so i can't see, and i'm damn worried lor. almost wanna cry):

so nice baby took care of me the whole saturday ! (:

sunday we went back to find the optom and she gave me a pair of oxygen lenses to wear. then went back home because i wasn't allowed to wear for 4 hours.

baby sent me back home bcause there's sch the next day..

Monday, had amber. Had temperature check! I had 37.3 degree celcius. During service, Yokechoo was sooooooooooooooo -_________________- whatever. then after amber mrpaul asked to stay back because have to accompany him to talk to the 'director' of the conrad filming thingy lol.

Okay I had off today hehehe(: Because mrpaul is nice. Because of the filming! Woohoo. So yesterday after school went to baby's home and spent the night over. Hehehe(: Until today, we went marina square, ate curry chicken noodle, went back home, together with baby's brother and father, we went simlim square to buy their ram. &Went back home.

Tomorrow our class selling bubble tea~ Please COME & support okay (:

Gonna talk to baby.
Gonna sleep sooooon(:
Waiting for friday again.
muack. Love you.

2009-04-30T19:29:00.002+08:00

Finally it's the 30th !! Hooray!!

Went sch this morning, reached clementi and it rained heavily! &There was no umbrella! Actually intended to wait till the rain stop, but saw Farah, then we went running in the rain together uh. &Was like damn wet?

Faster rushed to toilet and dried ourselves before going class. &My hair was still damn wet! Yawns, then aft awhile it stopped raining. Damn it.

Then had presentations uh. Super tiring today dont know why.

&FINALLY HOME after school!

Which.. i'm going to prepare now, head to baby's home to meet his little bro & aunt, then go to airport and fetch him! Hehehe, the whole weekend would be with baby(: Woowee!

I'm looking forward & cant wait to leave home~
I miss you, so much so mmuch.
Muack!

2009-04-29T14:17:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging.

I'm in school actually, in self access room doing my project. But well well, almost finishing so, yaw(: Go home then continue! I wanna go home!

Yesterday went school for nothing. Mrpaul wanted to stay us back but yaw he's nice y'know, wahaha. Damn liar, someone went off the class then we had to wait for him/her to come back before we could be released. -___________- went sch just to hear mrpaul &mrkoh talk. damn boring & made me damnnnn sleepy!

Ended, went to eat. Then went home..!

Today, i woke up late, damn. was in a rush like again. i dont know what's wrong with me nowadays. i just cant wake up with the bloody alarm lol.

mrjonathan's lesson made me wanna sleep. yawns.

went for break, came back for mrpaul's. he assigned us some work, so stayed back and did uh. =D

1 more day to baby's return!
everyone's agitating me, asking me when's his return. woohoo.
i'm waiting waiting.
miss my baby!
loveyou. 1more day.

2009-04-27T19:21:00.003+08:00

Yawns ): I wanna sleep early tonight.

Amber restaurant today, like some of them didn't turn up. I was supposed to be food-caller, in the end become captain! ZZZ I don't like to be captain because I tend to become very tensed. So long didn't be a captain already. Phew.

Okay, MY tables were cancelled. Damn it bloody irritating hospitality students! Whatever. Then went to find more pax. Found culinary's student, thanks dude for helping but they HELPED by just coming here and ate the desserts. WALAO. Nevermind ah, at least they came.

Then something happened lor. Don't wanna mention. You know friendship can turn awful when your attitude suck. Change, girl. Don't regret before you lose everyone.

Then ended service, culinary's grp cam then we discussed bout the final year thingy uh. We MIGHT change our theme, i guess? I don't know. Meeting their class is like for nothing. -_- long story.

&Then can go home! Baby called me and talked for kind of long, hehehehe. HAPPY. But,he say he didn't go pub, like how i know if you never, right? but this girlfriend of yours will trust you okay dearbaby. and i miss you like so much.

Muack.
3 more days to your return.
So fast so fast ! (:

2009-04-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

Back home , tired spells my day.

Woke up late today, perhaps because I ended work late the day before? Well i'm seriously damn tired. ): Supposed to leave home at 9.45 but I woke up like 9.30 . brr. Then i rushed through and leave home faster. Lucky I reach on time, but no time for brunch ): So hungry!

Then after briefing went to eat. Eat alone! Lonely): HAHA

went back to work. Today's wedding like simple, the guests helped me by helping themselves. (: Nice guests. Nice couple.

Wanted to stay back for night but no more place): So i just go back uh. Then reached home, family wanna go out for dinner for celebration of 'ferlan's' birthday. So went out to tampines ulu ulu place to eat.

After eat, came back. Then received the message delivery report. Know baby received my message already hehe(: Silly boy thought I work at night but i'm working in the morning =D Anyway i'm sleeping early &tomorrow got amber ): Sianzed.

I missyou boy.
After 12am today, will be 3 days to your return
Can't wait for thursday night.
Love you, like always.
Muack

2009-04-26T00:59:00.002+08:00

Okay, gonna blog before I sleep. I'm very tired though, but must blog so that baby won't think I went out =p Going work tomorrow @ 11am, so gotta blog quickly & sleep.

Today, woke up early, decided to do project. So met celeste up at orchard burgerking, she brought everything; laptop, notes, papers, whatever, because i'm going work so not so convenient. thanks celeste hehe(:

then we are almost finished with our presentation! hehe(: like hard work paid off uh. then like so happy. but we met 3hours, 2hours we were doing the floor plan like DAMN irritating uh lol. then finished, she accompanied me till i'm gonna work.

oh oh then received baby's message, hee(: like forever my sweetest boyfriend.

erhm, went for work. work was alright. like. okay la. but serious uh, tiring. thought of tomorrow going work also abit sianed. no choice uh. $.$ have to pay bills and everything.

like .. only 4 days to your return, baby!
i know you miss me alot, dont need always say hehe.
and i'm loving you so much ya know.
i'm damn faithful la okay dude.
i missyou justin ong.
muack.

2009-04-24T16:21:00.002+08:00

Back to home. So early(: It's only 4pm now.

Went school today, did nothing much uh. Had MPC which was like so boring. oh oh den had discussion with the culinary class about our final year project. it was so hard to start the topic with them uh -_- lol ! btw our theme issss ... (: secret!*

den went for break, went back class, showed mrpaul our resume, then we could go home already. hahaha . short day yaw (:

6 more days baby,to your return. i can see that u're okay alraedy. i love you so much. &I miss you so much, not only you miss me okay. &next thursday can meet you already. heehe. im waiting.

6more days to ur return
missing ya.
muack

2009-04-23T18:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's day really sucked. But today was alright.

Went school today, had presentation all the way till about 12, then the whole class went training restaurant for our lunch. The service was alright, but the food really sucked man, totally.

Finished lunch, back to class for lesson, then we went to self-access-room to look at our i-delite videos. like damn funny uh! hahaha.

finished school at 3pm, went to canteen to do resume, suddenly recalled that we haven't done our presentation for tomorrow. then went up to fnd mrpaul, got flipchart @ markers from him, then rushed to canteen to finish it up.

finished at bout 5pm, then faster rushed home ar.

so tired. baby haven't call me today. forgot about me already? angry about me? i dont know ar. i feel so sian. whatever.

7days to your return.

loving you, missing you.

muack. can you call me?

2009-04-22T23:05:00.001+08:00

My eye is already three-quarter closed! But i've to blog.

Today's day suck. Like hell totally. Nothing much to mention. But just i hate today alright. School ended damn early again, because we had to do our marketing thingy and hand up by next day. So we went home, got changed, and met celeste &outram. Met su @ habourfront. Someone bastard us.

Did together @Habourfront macdonald. took turns to charge our laptops.

the internet connection sucked, so we went over to cityhall. everything was done then.

school tomorrow. don't feel really good.

this few day sucked.
but i still miss you.
come back soon. muack.
8 more days to ur return.

2009-04-21T22:02:00.004+08:00

okay im back.

kinda of unhappy today because ..

school ended early today. like , we went sch at 9am, mr koh let us off at 11am right? then, went to meet sister because she wanna do pedicure, so followed her. she came up at outram to meet me, &krinz, fionna & fau met her(: then baby called. shldnt mention what happend.

argh forget it. my fault too.

hmm,aft dat went bugis, i was looking for a vintage bag!! okay, then i find so so so so long, finally i found ! then sis bought for me ehhehe(: like 17$ only lar (: den happy2 ar. sister bought herself polo tee &tights (:

then went home uh. so tired.

9 more days to ur return.
but i miss you so much
come back soon, then you wont think so much.
muack. ily.

2009-04-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

happy 2 years 2 months anniversary baby (: love you so much. muack.

btw amber service today :D i was the hostess unexpectedly because it was supposed to be su, but su had to be at CCA fair. soooo i was hostess uh. &service was good. except for this damn bloody new april intake f&b junior, mr sausage who was damn yaya papaya. damn damn. he was like damn irritating & ciko & noisy. he was asking eric to read menu himself becaue the menu was too long. &he was asking me why amber don't have candle.

&he said bye to a damn ciko way. brrrr* MR SAUSAGE. the whole of our class like blacklist him as Mr.Sausage hahahah !

then mr paul was training steve to be headwaiter uh. then he don't dare to scold, so mrpaul gave him an exception to allow him to scold mrpaul vulgarities hahaha ! so he did. (baby,wait you cme back i xplain to u k). IT WAS DAMN FUNNY =D

school ended kinda late. fau acccompanied me to plazasingapura, then we walked ard, & i met my sister, fau went back home. met sis, went starhub, walked for awhile, went carrefour bought fruits, then we went home.

like damn tired lehhhhhh ):

baby ar i miss you. but this few days go out with sister my time pass faster. one blink and left 10 days before your return. like fast eh? hehe. i missyou darling. come back faster! i need you =D

muack. loveyou.
10 days to ur return.
happy anniversary.

2009-04-19T22:02:00.003+08:00

HELLO bloggy, hello baby, hello friends.

not a nice sunday because baby's not with me! ): i was awaken by mommy&sis, and we went out to have breakfast together w/ brothers. went aljunied to eat kuaychup. sent mommy to dance, and we went home.

barely one hour, sis & i went out with big bro &gf to send his gf home, then my sis & i went to Orange storage to get her clothes. &i got some clothes from her! dress, skirts, shirt, lol(:

bro came back to fetch us, sent bro back home, we went to fetch mommy from dance, and then we went to Giant together. Shopped, bought HONEYSTAR(yeah baby, my fav!), then went to grandma house to eat buffet (which sis & i nver eat, damn disgusting), and we're kinda laughing @ cousins -.- LOL.

then went to packet some niceeeeeeeeeee foods for ourselves. back home to eat.

tomorrow sch uh, so boring. ): restaurant somemore. i miss my baby.

11more days baby, to ur return
i love you, i miss you.
muackie.

2009-04-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

okay baby im gonna blog before you say i miss one day of blogging. hehe.

i didnt wanna blog this morning because i've got nothing to blog. by th way, i woke up in the morning. mommy & sis wanna eat breakfast, got no car, so ordered mac delivery. i ate sausage mcmuffin with egg. yummy2. the delivery was damn long lor, maybe because the rider rode vespa. hahah!

i left home at .. 4. saw the sms delivery report of baby's msg, he called me & we talked for bout 10minutes heh=D den i worked.

dinner ends 1am because of dance but i left at 1130. btw, it was an indian & chinese, not totally chi tho, but peranakan. so coool. air stewardess & plane captain. wow wow. nice wedding dinner. (:

i experience alot with marriott uh (:

and it's like 12 days to baby's return.
i love you baby.
so waiting for u, muack.

2009-04-17T18:28:00.004+08:00

i miss the hero. i miss justin. i miss baby.

it was a long friday. went sch @ 10am &left class around 10plus to go Amber to prepare for the V.I.P event. it was fun okay. i just like operation with little people. i don't like operation with like, the whole class? it's damn noisy.

the V.I.Ps had buffet line so it was easier for us. just clear & help them clear their soiled dishes. i was on the floor w/ fauziela & celeste, ayid was bartender, dean &mat was buffet line assistance, fifie door opener ;D btw we stole the food to eat during operation, hehe=D

operation ended 2plus, the service staffs got to eat, then we cleaned up amber & went back to class for cake cutting. but the cake was like damn stupid, cheesecake which u can buy outside for 6$ or maybe less -_-

those were the birthday boys & girls ; taufik, fauziela, maisy, dawei.

cake cutting, maisy's grp marketing presentation, then end.

went home straight after school which was like 4plus, now blogging, gonna play my ds, watch tv, and sleeeep. hehehe(:

13 more days to your return.
days getting faster & faster
i missyou justin ong.
muack.

2009-04-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

Blogger was down just now. I couldn't post.

By th way, my sweet baby called me this morning while I was on the way to school! &We talked for like 15minutes which was like damn long! Heheh &I left my friends aside(: We put down the phone, then I was in school already uh.

&You know how sweet it is, to call only me, &didn't call his family. Ohman.

I didn't eat anything @ morning, so my stomach was growwwwling during mrpaul's lesson. Damn, hahaha! But I was like damn satisfied after break time laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa =p

Went to help clean amber w/ my clique, dean's clique. Ah, then tmr help to service so that we won't have to go class for lesson. HAHAHA=p Cool shit. Then had our sales&marketing presentation which was like damn cool, especially ayid's grp. HAHAHA. Need something wet? Your thing is down? LOL! Baby ask me & I'll explain to you alright(:

&My grp was the mewmew purse!!

Argh, then class ended like 3plus. Straight away went home uh. Like damn tired know. Yet not tired as yesterday which I slept at 6pm, hhaha!

Baby i'm so good, despite sleeping at 6pm yesterday,I still blogged before I slept okay. Hehe(: &Your call this morning was like.. suprising lor! =p

14more days baby.
I'm waiting, waiting.
I love you, still so much.
Muack.

2009-04-15T17:08:00.003+08:00

I've gotta blog before I go get a nap. Baby wants me to blog everday!

By the way, school started as early today. I'm not sure why but i felt really tired this morning. Maybe because I slept early last night? ): I've been having insomnia this few days, i can't sleep well. I miss you baby, miss you so much. But your sms-es always kept me company. I can feel you so near!

.. Mr Paul assigned us our hotels that we have to go, then celeste, fau, rizal, phuaywei, steve & taufik together because our hotels assigned were nearby. Went Sheraton & Marriott to get our catering brochures.

We were starving by the time we finished our assignment, so went to eat @ fareast plaza & went home somehow soon after that.

&Home sweet home. I reach home early okay baby. (:

Just 16 more days.
I'm waiting, patiently.
And loving, faithfully.

2009-04-14T20:08:00.002+08:00

17 days 17 days!

17 more days, baby. To your return. Hehe(: I'm waiting waiting. Time pass damn fast. Especially that you message & call me everyday. Love you dear.

School started damn early today. I woke up damn early & was really tired. Wanted to sleep on the train but there was no seat! Had loads of break time today but didn't eat much. Got no appetite recently.

MrPaul stayed us back for the result slip thingy. -_- &I played DS with tanya! We played MarioKart together hehehe, baby damn fun you know. We spent our time like that. MrPaul released us at 3plus uh! (:

* * *

Tomorrow have to go town to get brochures from town. Aww. Damn lazy, but no choice.

I'm tired. I'm gonna sleep damn early today!

Baby i miss you.
You're damn nice to call/msg me everyday.
I miss you. so much.
Muack.
Forever yours.

2009-04-13T17:27:00.003+08:00

baby i'm so suprised to see your tag. ohmygoodness. i'm damn happy, i feel like crying hahah.

anyway today's the first day of school. i met some working friends baby haha. so suprised! (: and school was boring. i went sch @ 10 and we ended like 12plus! so boring leh. then mrpaul just talk3 only.

i have a big project coming up soon. aiyoyo, stressed.

faster come back leh baby. i missyou! tomorrow school at 8am you know. ohmygod ohmygod. i 'm fainting.

where's your call! faster call me.

18 days to your return.
i love you muackie.

2009-04-12T14:01:00.002+08:00

dreams are different from reality.

the reason i'm saying this because of baby! he dreamt of me, two-timing him &doing something ridiculous with that guy. &i received the message early in the morning at 6plus, so once he woke up he sms-ed me. my silly boy..

24 days might seem short but in this 24 days it makes us miss each other's presence a lot. time seemed to pass so slow, but look, it's just 19 days away. it's like the days when you were still in BMT, the 2 weeks which i've waited for you. it's not easy, but i still can go thru, baby. don't you still sms/call me everyday? i can feel you so near.

i miss you, as much as you do. &my heart is only with you.

* * *

in this few days i think a lot when i'm at home. especially aft i watched 'one litre of tears'. i learnt the importance of cherishing. i wanna patch things up with my close friends. i wanna forget about the past, start anew. (:

i hereby apologise to anyone whom i've offended or spoke bad bout you before. i wanna be nice. friends, we're left with one year.

* * *

and i want baby to come back soon.
19 days to your return.
you know i love you most.
muack.

2009-04-11T14:52:00.002+08:00

Receiving your daily sms-es from Taiwan could boost my energy for the whole day.

But I was not awaken by your sms today. I was shocked to awake. Sis shouted beside me, "Damn the aircon, my bag is wet, my phone is wet!".

Den I woke up and realised that water from aircon is leaking. But I was so tired to move so I just pushed my bed a little and continued my sleep. &I barely slept for 30minutes, I was asked to wake up because the repair man has reached.

Fine.. -______-
.
So i sms-ed my dear baby(: Hehe. Well, and now I'm in the aircon room, blogging ,watching One Litre of Tears. Baby, you should watch, damn nice.

And I miss you..

20 more days to your return.
Like you, I miss you alot.

2009-04-10T22:25:00.003+08:00

I'm super super happy. Baby called me just now while I was at chinatown with mommy, despite that he always mind how expensive it is to call from Taiwan.

Anyway I was bored so I agreed to accompany mommy to chinatown. Bored la, but staying at home makes me think of baby! Mommy bought lingeries for me and herself (: Cool shit.

And I might accompany mommy to singing tomorrow. Yaw.

I love you sweetheart.
Hearing your voice makes me damn happy, too.

2009-04-10T12:14:00.002+08:00

I suffered from insomnia last night. I guess I thought of baby too much, much more than usual. I miss him, I really do. I've never missed someone so much.

Good Friday today, so it's a public holiday. But to a everyday-home girl like me, everyday is public holiday. At least family are home to accompany me, then I won't feel so empty. But I rather spend it with you!

But anyway, everyday waking up is just playing my Nintendo DS. &Last night I couldn't sleep, so I watched HighSchoolMusical, i chiong-ed all the series. I'm left with half of ep 3, so I'm gona watch now. I off the laptop at 4am yesterday, and I didn't sleep until now. Yet I don't feel tired.

I'm still coughing.

&The sms you sent today make me touched . I miss you alot , too.

2009-04-09T19:37:00.005+08:00

future parents-to-be? anyway that's mr paul's daughter, me and my boy (:

my only love

11 more days to our 2 years & 2 months anniversary, and which after, 11 more days to your return. Time flies. Looking back to the past 2 years, what we've done, what we've gone thru. Ups and downs, which some quarrels even led to the edge of breaking up. Yet we managed to take a little step back.

Which couple don't quarrel? If they don't, they aren't a couple.

You said you love me for who I am, and that's why you accepted my flaws, vice versa, and you forgave whatever bad things I had done. I appreciate, and that's why after 29th march 2009, you'll see a difference in me. I've changed, baby. For you, just for you.

&I'm gonna study hard, wait for your O.R.D (which is 10 more months), and things will be be so perfect(: I love you, and I'm willing to go through everything with you.

You're mine, I'm yours. &I feel like shouting to the whole world,

I, TAY YUN FANG,

IS SO IN LOVE WITH,

JUSTIN ONG KOK KEUN !

2009-04-09T15:14:00.002+08:00

my lappy(:

when baby brought me to marina barrage last week. i swear it's damn windy. and suitable for dating (:

and well..

i'm so not used to waking up and not hearing baby's voice. i miss his good morning kiss, i miss his hug, and i miss the way he disturb me from my sleep. i miss his everything la argh.

baby i really miss you.

but i'm happy. before i woke up this morning, i was dreaming of you you you, and i was dreaming that you called me from taiwan ! and next minute your sweet message woke me up. i was damn happy!

and i'm looking forward to 22 days later. it might be long, but i have to wait (:

baby, i'm very obedient. i'm 24/7 staying at home. i didn't go out. and i'm playing my nintendo ds all the while =D

muack. i love you too.

2009-04-08T13:33:00.002+08:00

BABY BOUGHT ME A NINTENDO DS LITE! =p
i promise baby to blog everyday when he's in taiwan.

Baby has arrived Taiwan safely after 3hours flight. But he still has to take an 8-hour bus to his camp. Aww, poor boy. Anyway he called me even thou the charge is damn expensive! But i miss him super much.

I'm staying home today because I promised baby to be a good girl. What's more i have to take care of his bike which is parking downstair.

And my wonderful baby bought me a White Nintendo DS Lite last week if ya didn't know. I love it superrrrrrrrrrrrrr much. Baby dote on me so much! Hehe.

BTW Carol hope you fine k. Call me if you need some1 (:

Countdown to 23 days.
I love you boy.

2009-04-07T23:33:00.002+08:00

shall update a little..

last monday/tuesday was at baby's house spending the night over. he has had off for one full weel which was damn shiok. baby went to class chalet w/ me =D i was super happy. we ate, we played, and we enjoyed ourselves. but i don't like something .....

we slept, and woke up. baby went home to change and had to book in. shirlene and i went to had our breakfast at macdonalds and back to the chalet.

frankly speaking our class chalet is super damn boring. each do their own things -___-

anyway baby fetched me when he booked out and we had a tiff. but was fine not longer than 5minutes. it was my fault ohkaykay! he brought me to his house for dinner and i spent the night over.

and till today, baby has flown. and i miss my baby(:

i love you so much.
and im counting down to ur return.
muack.

2009-04-07T22:49:00.003+08:00

baby 's already on the plane now, when i'm blogging now. i miss him, a lot.

sorry for not updating for tons of days. been accompanying my love the whole week since last monday.

i 've loads of pictures to update. baby bought me to marina barrage (:

countdown, 24 days before the one i love is back. i'm waiting (:

2009-03-29T22:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRD-DAY to baby! =p Happy birthday to the person i love most whose name is coincidentally named, justin ong kok keun! sorry boy, but that's how people will know the glory of your name!

baby &i went bugis to pray. went simlim to buy psp charger, wanted ot buy ipod nano, ate a famous wanton mee ..

=went to the newly opened Iluma next to bugis street. bought tickets for 'Dragonball Evolution'. i know i'm slow but it was a last minute decision to catch a movie.

baby took countless pictures with me. he's always nice on special occasions, like birthdays or anniversaries =p . rahaha!

baby loves my mole under my mouth =p

he don't like his smile =D

oh well. we woke up earlyyyyyyyyy in the morning today t 3am and went to pay respects to my late father. then went back home. slepppppppt all the way till noon, we played com, slacked, and now baby's back in camp.

im gonna sleep, ciaos.

happy birthday baby. love you, you know it, and you know i'm gonna change =p muack.

2009-03-26T01:01:00.002+08:00

tis was tken quite smtime ago! (:

before i sleep, i'm gonna blog. if not baby gonna say that i'm sooooo lazy to blog. and anyway i sure will be lazy to blog tomorrow because i'm gonna sleep till .. baby wakes me up(:

i'm sleeping rather late recently because of work. argh, i'm like a workaholic these days heh heh. i'm not complaining but i'm damn motivated to work! well well. i'm gonna work for d whole week when baby's away in taiwan. ehhhhhhhh, i'm feeling .. sad ):

btw work today was fine. but i hate the couple's sisters (as in the wedding sisters). damn. i'm assigned to serve them and they kept taking photos instead of eating. so they delayed my service!! btw the bride is an air stewardess. woohoo..

ehk i'm getting tired. i'm gonna sleep.
baby i miss you. and i'm gonna spend the most wonderful birthday with you okay.
muack.

2009-03-24T14:07:00.003+08:00

i wanna be a good girlfriend. trust me alright baby.

during the past 2 years, i've done things that i shouldn't have done, making baby disappointed and all. maybe i watched too much dramas these few days so .. somehow made me feel abit of .. i dont know how to describe that feeling. i just feel like i wanna love baby with all my heart.

by the way, 4 days ago was our 2 years 1 month anniversary. happy anniversary darling. we spend the whole day together anyway. (:

previous days were just working and working together with teresa! she's really nice.

and i'm waiting for baby to meet me. this sunday is baby's birthday. dear, i've got something for you. but please dont ask me anything. just for this once k? make it special. not everything have to ask okay. and i promise after your birthday, i will be the once me (:

i'm loving you more and more.

2009-03-18T20:53:00.002+08:00

ohkay , beeen bloody long since i've updated my blog know. i'm sorry and i bloody swear i only got one blog bodoh dear. last thursday, did nothing because my holidays have started ! woohoo * and then friday went to work. heeeheee (:

baby bought me over to his home on saturday morning and rested for awhile , den went out around noon to IT fair. DAMN CROWDED tell ya. i wanted to catch a glimpse of the dancing mp3 player but i forgot about it, we just mainly looked for laptops. and in the end didn't buy because .............. nyahah !

btw i was craving for CREAMY CHOCOLATE CAKE so i pestered baby to buy for me, then we bought the viennese chocolate cake. yummyyyyyy ! (: i was eating when we forced thru the crowd to our bike.

then went home and we slept .. quite early. wanted to sleep late but we couldnt take it uhhhh. slept early. next morning baby fetched me home..

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monday i worked again.

tuesday, went sch for awhile to discuss about class chalet. anyway the chalet will be held on 1st, 2nd, 3rd april , venue will be, coasta sands resort (pasirris), room number unconfirmed yet. see you guys there yeah. 1st night is the most important and please be there.

today, baby came and fetch me once i woke up. then we went to watch ' KungFu Chef ' at cineleisure. hees,then went back to my home pasarmalam , bought some light food and baby back home (:

woohooo. holidays are boring. baby can you book out everyday? ):

dear. the cherryqq u wanna see.

2009-03-11T17:38:00.002+08:00

Well 2 , it's been very long since i blooged. sorry but i had exams so didnt blog heehee (:

lets see. past few days from monday to today, were all exam period! nad before that were just mugging mugging and mugging!

RFBO, i could do, i guess i'm scoring well. SQL, i could do either and i do hope i score well too! RS was the easiest of the easiest! not being over confident but i guess i could get 95-100. heehee =p i really wanna score well ar, i wanna get gpa4.0 again ! if not i think i wil cry man! hees .

woohoo. exams are over! all the way till tuesday i don't have to go school! like wow! =p but i'm working la occasionally.

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class cancelled the intention of going to children's home. so we decided to go to chalet! 1st, 2nd and 3rd of april @ coasta sands. hees (: hope baby can go with me uh!

finally i can relax! i wanna enjoy!!

2009-03-08T12:41:00.003+08:00

let's see what i did on friday !!

FRIDAY ..

like i said, had F&B sports day! my team name was Cherry QQ -- myself, celeste, shirlene, fauziela, phuaywei, rizal, steve, fionna, eric. im proud to say my team won all the teams! -- FG's 2 other team, FA's 3 teams and FK's 3 other teams. woohoo! =p but the price was crap -- one popular pen, one mini notepad, a box of ferrero roche.

played basketball, soccer, captain's ball, hand ball. we played handball on the bloody wet soccer FIELD. and we took out our shoes, our whole leg was covered by MUD and our shirts were stained w/ mud either. it was damn disgusting i tell ya, &nobody informed to bring extra clothes.

the games lasted till 4, and we all felt damn dirty. luckyyyyyyyyyyy FK had ******* some polo shirts , so got one from them, heheheh then changed and got home. felt damn nice with clean shirts !

rushed to work after that. i'm so hardworking lah=p

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SATURDAY ..

morning baby fetched me early in d morning, then went to his house, sleep for awhile while he watched his show, then went out to service his bike. rained halfway uh damn. then we stopped by halfway to shelter and chiong-ed in d rain after that. got bloody wet, especially my poor baby.

wanted to go bugis actually, bt in the end we went home. had my favourite dinnerrrrrr at his home! (: then we played games and slack till night, and sleptttttt (:

* * *

tis morning he sent me home & rushed back to camp.

baby i could felt you treat me damn nice these times. i could feel so much of y'love. i'm really happy. i know it's because u're going taiwan and you're afraid to lose me, but i can only say, my heart is with you and i love you so much.

2009-03-05T19:09:00.002+08:00

previous two days were just going sch to sell iceblended drinks, and doing a bit of revision with our lecturers uh ! and ending school late. we sold quite of cups uh ! especially to the cutlinary side.

today .. special uh. we were allowed to wear any white tops and black bottoms, thats cuz we requested uh. if not running around the sch asking for orders is so damn hot! =D

so we took orders uh. from cutlinary again and suprisingly they bought it again! hiakhiak. then finished selling uh cos the stuffs weren't enough already. ended, waited till 2plus, went back for revision w/ mrpaul. ended 5pm around there. soooo tired ):

tomorrow f&b sports day. have to reach at 7.30am! my bloody goodness. ive to leave house at 6pm. deardear we sleep early today k ? ):

muack

2009-03-02T19:31:00.005+08:00

okay i went to watch The Bloody Valentine 3D yesterday at The Cathay with baby yesterday evening. happened to see tanya. like, hellooooooooo tannnyaaaa! :D excited la. then baby kept calling her name hahah ! damn funny.

the show was damn bloody lor, that speaks why it's m18. sorry to those underagies. it's worth watching i tell ya. damn nice.

anyway earlier on before the movie we were at bugis buying my shoe from anna nucci and then going to marina square for my fav meehoonkuay! =p damn delicious. woohoo. i miss the taste already now. then suddenly it rained damn heavily lor. then bobian, baby and i chiong-ed to cathay in the rain. super cold can !

my dear boy was so worried i got wet . he warned that if i get sick he wont bring me out on rainy season again ): aww. anyway his metabolism is weaker than mine lor hehe (: baby! stupid pig.

then we finished the show at night and got home lor.

* * *

the weather was damn scary today lor!

i got back home bout 5plus, it was burning hot when i was waiting for bus just now. then i reached home, not even an hour the sky turned ..

then it barely rained for 15minutes, then the sky turned back to normal. and i saw this double rainbow which totally make me so happy, i dontknow why. but it's damn nice. my whole life i've seen 2 times only!

You can see the bloody VAST difference right, lol.

anyway i was damn happy la when i saw the rainbow, then i called justin (boyfriend) and told him excitedly. huhuhu! (: and now he's went to pump petrol. i'm bored.

went sch today. had coffee station setup phase test. was easy uh, but mrchairul keep disturbing ): after that went to help out at our FG bubble tea stall uh. went to take orders! i took quite a lot ohkay, from the kitchen, hehe(:

well, went back to class, went to look @ our video at the mastery room, then released at 4plus.

* * *
tired uh(:

see you guys tmr.

i miss justin.

2009-02-28T14:38:00.002+08:00

stayed back yesterday after pe to to this poster. nice? i'm satisfied with the 'freezy whizzy sensation' uh but not the background haha! wellwell.

ran 2sets of 3mins nonstop today. so long since i excercised! played handball. damn fun sey, especially the throwing part. finished sch, did the poster and went home.

was super tired!

2009-02-26T18:01:00.001+08:00

blablahblah. today had tis paper to do, mr paul like gave us almost all d answers ! lol ! anyway i supposingly wanted to reach sch early but in the end the bus came late. i went to sch alone today! but luckily i met taufik & rizal at bus stop so went tgt uh.

had 2 long breaks uh. dontknow what to do, so bored. so we sit ard the sch uh till lesson starts.

nothing much today uh. tomorrow got S&W , aft that staying back in sch with celeste to do posters for next wk's bubbletea cart! hehes.

wellwell. gonna wait for baby's call. adios

2009-02-25T17:00:00.002+08:00

Okay, yesterday nv blog. &Ive forgotten what I did in school yesterday.

Ouh ouh, restaurant service. Den happy service2, went for break, suddenly mrpaul rushed us back when i havent even had ONE bite. brought the burger and drnks back, had spot check and stuffs uh. then couldnt find the culprit.

please la whoever the thief, don't be shameful can? want to steal, steal other class or steal outside people's lah. steal your own classmates' things, not shameful? not guilty? not shy huh? it's like not the first time uh. not only happen to one or two but more. disappointed la, whoever the thief is. damn okay. dun ever steal mine, i curse you and ur 18th generation!

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today went sch, had mrpaul lesson, did nthg much except for the usual stuffs. mrchairul's lesson did nthg either except talking bout people with mentality problems. then went for test after break. woo, i'm damn confident in the test man! i wanna maintain my gpa4.0! hehes. i wanna go poly la dey!

teehees. i guess baby's coming over and bring me to dinner soon. lovey you ! muack!

2009-02-23T22:26:00.003+08:00

i wanna blog . i wanna blog!

alrighty . baby booked out at saturday midnight, intended to fetch me to his home but in the end didnt cos he said it was too late. whatever): prompted him to msg me when he reach home but he didnt. fine, then i was super worried, i woke up at 6am, waited for him to pickup till 8am. I DIDNT SLEEP AT ALL! i thought he might have gone anywhr or whatever happened to him-.-

then he called me back. fine.

we quarrelled because i called his house. damn. i called his house because i wanted to make sure he's safe @ home, in the end i got this.

then met baby, paid bill, and his attitude sucked. i cried. but later on baby finally was good to me, then im alright rede.

slacked at his home till night then he sent me home! (: anyway we're totally fine now. super duper fine (:

_ _ _

today went to skul to go thru paper, then did survey, THATS ALL! wanted to eat outside but decided not to because baby didnt pick up. bloody hell shit you justin ong! anyway, went home, packed something and eat home uh. den on the phone w/ baby from day time to now. khakha(:

i wanna sleep rede. muack.

i love you fatty justin ong, my baby!

2 years and counting ..

2009-02-21T14:33:00.002+08:00

boy i miss you badly deeply madly! justin ong!

ohkay, yesterday had filming for i-delite. it was super fun sial~ like first time we do that & my grp's video was really successful! woohoo!-had restaurant service anyway.

then ended at 4plus, went to work w/ suliana & fau uh. reached there, makan, n worked. yesterday's partner made me fumed uh! nick was fine, at least he doest most of the thing, the other one was like d-a-m-n y-o-u s-u-c-k! he was like did nothing and i was so pissed seriously. i almost broke down sia.

ended work, rushed home..

today baby didnt book out, AGAIN ): anyway can call him can already uh. well wel. monday he's booking out and i'm meeting him.

i'm tired. gonna study & go and rest.

2009-02-19T18:44:00.003+08:00

okay i miss my dear. thanks to his details, thanks to my work, i barely could talk to him. damn i miss him so much. so long i havent had this feeling. ): boy i miss you badly! could you end your detail fast? your reception sucks.

whatever anyway. lesson today was like -___________________- wordless uh.

mrpaul asked fau & i to go Jamiyah Children's Home. took bus like take choo-choo train sia so damn slow. took almost 2hours from school ahah! anyway we just wacky with the person-in-charge there and she told us what was her requirements all uh. we toured around the children home. the kids were so cute (:

anyway we ended 5plus uh and i went home. my house is so near only. just 15min bus journey hehe.

aiyo i miss my boy.

tomorrow's our 2nd year anniversary!

happy 2nd year anniversary dear, in just few more hours.
everything makes me loveyou more & more& more.

2009-02-17T19:01:00.004+08:00

im bloody sick and tired of my family. i just dislike all of them, yes all. all are money face! shit faces. i face all the shit faces everyday. bias people all around. makes me bloody pissed off! &the other one is coming back from australia. damn. damn everyone. i swear one day i will go bonkers in this family!

and in sch. everything just sucks la. whatever friendship whatever. i've got enough, i'm sick and tired, i'm super shagged already. what friends? talk abt something but doesn't share w/ you? need you, find you, don't need you, throw you aside? friends? go to hell man.

it just ain't my day today since the start. i knew everything gonna be so damn unsmooth. rawr! i think i need baby badly, really badly. i know he's the only one who can change my mood. sigh. but his camp is so busy. ): dear ah i need you siall

anyway school was fine. but tired uh since it's restaurant operation. ended about 5 and went home. seriously shagged and tired.

i'm gonna study now and wait for baby to go home.

3more days to 2 years anniversary.

2009-02-16T18:36:00.003+08:00

ahfat! hehehs.

yesterday woke up super early. worked all the way from 11am to 11pm. was bloody exhausted sia. and both event was like 40 over tables and didn't had enough staffs. morning, 2persons to 3 tables, evening, 3 persons to 4 tables. something like that uh. super shag when reached home.

..

today went to sch for nothing. seriously boring siar. we finished early, bout 11am plus. hehes.

got home. bathed makan sleep. called baby and we're chatting (:

tomorrow restaurant! end late):

2009-02-14T23:47:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentines Day !

okay baby doesnt want me to update but im gonna update because it's a special day. hmmmmm ! i worked last night. only a small dinner&dance but i enjoyed myself. it's like 9 tables only! then baby fetched me aft work. hehes(:

to his house to slack, play game, sleep.

was bloody benig disturbed by him to wake up today because he couldnt sleep last night. he said i was snoring. what the hell lol ! then went for breakfast w/ his gugu. hehes.

went to bugis to buy my watch, my bottle. bought the bottle from adidas and i love it omg. =DDDD it makes me wanna drink more water nyahaha!

ohwell. went marinasquare walked ard and went to makan. delicious sia~ then went home! im working tmr! so gonna slp now oready. hehes.

oh ya i saw geraldine tay omg. if you see this babe, i miss ur craps la ahahah !! =DD

more pics to be uploaded tmr! im gonna turn in. baby will scold me hehehe.

happy valentine's day! and in 6 more days wil be our 2nd year anniversary!!

2009-02-11T17:32:00.002+08:00

next coming wednesday im going dover ite campus for this global seminar thing with my group. hopefully it's fun or it will gonna be so bored. it's 8.30am to 5pm roughly.

anyway woke up early and went for my appointment today. finished and rushed back to sch. managed to catch up with mrchairul lesson heh.

had longggggggg break from 12.30pm to 2pm. ahahah! birds attack!

fareed = hero of the day

he shot down the bird above us that was soon almost gonna shit. woohoo! we cheered for the hero of the day ahhaha!

had rajeev 's lesson for 1 hour and end sch. went home! woohoo.

tired sia. im gonna study now. when baby reach home i gotta play Ghost Online with him hehehehe(: seeeeeeeeeee you guys.

2009-02-10T18:57:00.003+08:00

skipped friday's update cos i worked. worked till night, baby brought me to makan supper and back to his home. stayed over @ his house till sunday night.

yesterday went sch for nothing! just for 1 hour, then went home already. baby was having off so i rushed home and played ghosts online with him! hehehes. anyway it's a maple-like game. if you wanna try just go http://ghostsonline.netgame.com/ alright.!

restaurant operation today. alrighty la. was the food caller again. gerek sia. syaqeenah and i ate LOADS of bread and drank lots of juices. heheheh. but eat until i wanna berak uh!

then finish operation early today, and 1pm or so, but we couldnt go because of mrpaul -_- all the way till 4plus uh. like forever only.

so difficult to call baby uh. because of his driving orientation. brr. then he's finishing soon! i'm waiting for him to finish. well well..

will be going late to sch tomorrow cos of appt! see you guys.